2:24 PM, Nov 17, Wuhan

Arrived at grandparents’ apartment this morning. Grandpa did not change much, but grandma shrunk even more and has mostly bones and wrinkled skin left. She cried of course, remind me again the cruelty of nostalgia. Took some photos and shot a few videos. The importance of them will shown once the images in digit are all there is left.
The apartment is in a condition called inviting. Far worse than the one that was once filled with lives and warmth. Now uncle is the one taking care of them, preparing for the meals everyday, and his wife, aunt and her husband are making dough in other cities.
Met Zhao Wei and Wang Anxian. They didn’t change much. I still like to poke Wang Anxian’s chubby cheeks. Wei is 2 weeks pregnant! She married that guy three months after they met. She said they were in love on he first sight. Her in-laws are living with them right now and are treating her like a queen. They didn’t let her wash the dishes so that her hands won’t be damaged. She is very well prepared for the baby, since she has all the human resources to take care of it.
I can’t wait for the next date. We will be shopping and going to the bars at Houhai. I love my girls!
Cannot check my mailbox here. Did he write me back? Is he still coming? I didn’t have the courage to send him the letter above, instead I only told him it is not reasonable for me to request his present. But hope he still cares for me enough to come here for a few day. Would I confess? Should I?